C2169 Because I Can't Let You Go
C2169 Because I Can't Let You Go
She slowly turned her head and looked at Shi Zeyu.
However, her eyes were still timid, not as bright as before.
"Zeyu, tell me, did you hate me in the past?" Ho Jixiang suddenly asked.
"Think about what I did in the past. I also hate myself," Ho Jixiang said.
The reason why people couldn't get out of a predicament was because they were trapped in their own predicament.
They always thought about the unhappiness in the past, but they didn't see the happiness in front of them.
Ho Jixiang was in this state right now. She was always blaming herself for doing something wrong.
It caused the Shi family to hate her and hate her.
She still couldn't forget Chu Xizi's hysterical roar to her. She told her, "Why don't you go to hell?"
This voice kept echoing in her mind.
It made her unable to calm down for a long time.
"It's all in the past. It's all in the past. Don't think about it anymore." Shi Zeyu comforted her as he drove.
"Besides, you have your own difficulties too. You did it for the sake of building a home for the children in the orphanage. What you did was a good thing. It's just that we don't know about it," Shi Zeyu comforted her.
Previously, it was indeed because he didn't know that Ho Jixiang needed so much money. He thought that she was just cooperating with Ling Xuanhan for money and doing something to hurt him.
He didn't think that Ho Jixiang did it for the sake of giving so many children a warm home, a home that could shelter them from the wind and rain.
Her starting point was good, but she had used the wrong method.
However, because of his blame, she was no longer as lively as she used to be.
The knot in her heart could not be unraveled, and she lost her spirit.
Ho Jixiang could not listen to Shi Zeyu's words.
Her emotions were now in a swamp.
It was not easy to pull it out.
"Shi Zeyu, maybe I really shouldn't have asked Shi Miao to let you come to my side. I should have fended for myself …"
Now, Ho Jixiang's entire body was filled with gloom and depression.
It was not something that could be healed in a short period of time.
"Ho Jixiang, what are you talking about?" Shi Zeyu was shocked by her words.
"When we were in the cave, you saved me without caring about anything. If it wasn't for you, I would have choked to death in the cave."
Shi Zeyu found out what she had done.
He wanted her to think about what she had done, so that she could walk out of the mud.
"Ho Jixiang, do you know that although I blame you in the past, I still can't let you go? If you die, what should I do?" Seeing that Ho Jixiang still did not react, Shi Zeyu added. After hearing his words, Ho Jixiang was stunned, and then her eyes were filled with tears.
The pain in her heart was like a flood when she heard his words.
Her originally dull eyes were instantly covered with tears.
Under the light, they shone with a luster.
At this moment, hope ignited in her heart.
What did Shi Zeyu say?
Would he not be able to survive without her?
Was she really that important to him?
Thinking of this, Ho Jixiang's lips trembled as she tried her best to suppress her tears.
She said with difficulty, "Are, are you serious?"
"Of course," Shi Zeyu said.
"If it wasn't for the fact that I couldn't let you go, I wouldn't have gone to look for you that night," Shi Zeyu said.
That day, he couldn't help but miss Ho Jixiang, so he went to look for her.
In the end, because of his bad attitude, he was chased out by Ho Jixiang. After that, he got into a car accident.
It was also at that time that Ho Jixiang was attacked by the people from the Shi family.
That was why her mental health was affected.