Super Student's Three-realms Army

Therefore, during that darkest time, Tai Yan lay on the bed and tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep no matter what. In the end, it turned into a very serious insomnia.    

Today, ten years had passed, and insomnia had gradually become a habit.    

Tai Yan also knew that she had to bear the pressure herself. This was the price that she had to pay if she wanted to be a celebrity.    

Generally speaking, if this kind of situation occurred, it would be much better if she could talk to her close friends and relatives about it. At least, she would not hold anything in her heart.    

However, she did not need to do so.    

Or rather, Tai Yan was born to be someone who did not want to reveal her inner thoughts to others.    

She had been like this since she was young. Girls from other families would always try to get what they wanted for themselves, or they would act spoiled by their parents because of the grievances in their hearts. They would then get what they wanted, or gain more attention.    

But Tai Yan had never been like this. She did not like to act spoiled by others, nor did she like to tell her parents about her grievances and troubles. She liked burying these unhappy things and troubles deep in her heart.    

Of course, this did not mean that Tai Yan was antisocial or introverted. In fact, in reality, Tai Yan was very lively and even gave people a sense of being out of place.    

However, she was too sensible, so sensible that it made people feel sorry for her. Tai Yan did not want to bring unnecessary burdens and pressure to others because of her own matters.    

Therefore, compared to the narrator, she preferred to be a listener. She always liked to bury all her troubles and pressure in the deepest part of her heart, carefully not letting others discover it.    

It was also because of this personality that Tai Yan could shoulder the responsibility of fighting against the enemy.    

When she first debuted at the age of eighteen, she had already started to shoulder the heavy burden that even middle-aged people in their thirties might not be able to shoulder.    

This seemingly weak and thin little girl had a firmness that was completely different from her appearance.    

It was obviously so heartbreaking, but she had concealed it very well. She would never let outsiders notice her vulnerability.    

Tai Yan was already used to the pressure, insomnia, anxiety, fear, and other negative emotions.    

It was just like the quote from Alfred William Nicholas' "EcceHomo".    

Whatdoesnotkillme,makesmestronger.    

All the things that can't kill you will make you stronger.    

Tai Yan had been growing in this adversity. Step by step, she had reached the peak of her current position.    

However, for some reason today, Taiyan felt an inexplicable feeling of irritation in her heart.    

Tai Yan flipped over on the bed and took out her phone from under the pillow. She lit up the screen and saw that it was already 3.45 in the morning.    

After opening her contact list and seeing the number of the first person in the contact list, Tai Yan felt an inexplicable sense of security.    

Since she couldn't sleep anyway, Tai Yan began to play some games. However, after playing for a while, she felt that it was really boring.    

Then, Taiyan opened her phone's memo and quickly typed on the keyboard.    

This was Taiyan's way of relaxing, writing down notes.    

However, Tai Yan's memo was different from everyone else's.