C3157 I Hate You
C3157 I Hate You
Ye Qingyun continued, "You are full of wisdom. This is an untouchable domain for human beings. You can do many things for human beings. You are the hope of all human beings. "
"Zhang Ya looked at Ye Qingyun. Seeing the light in his eyes, Zhang Ya sighed heavily and shook her head.
She had never thought of being the hope of all mankind. She did not even want to give anyone hope. She only wanted to live well and be with the person she loved.
"Xiao Ya, even if you want to deny it, you must admit that you did get some benefits from it. You have photographic memory and extraordinary logical abilities. You grew up in the halo since you were young. You are different from those geniuses who praised you. You are a true genius. "
"I am very sorry that I did a genetic experiment on you without your permission when you were young, but this result is good!"
"Although leaving the Cheng Family did not allow you to enjoy a good life in your childhood, you are now very happy, aren't you? Most importantly, that series of life created the current you! You are a genius, you are a true genius! "
Ye Qingyun clasped Zhang Ya's shoulders with both hands. His eyes were fiery and his tone was excited.
Compared to Ye Qingyun's excitement, Zhang Ya's expression became uglier and uglier.
"Xiao Ya, you are my greatest achievement so far!" Ye Qingyun said.
"Are you done talking?" Zhang Ya suddenly broke free and threw Ye Qingyun's hand away. "There should be a limit to talking to yourself, right?"
"Xiao Ya. . . " Ye Qingyun was slightly stunned when he saw Zhang Ya's sudden change in expression.
"Genius? Who cares!" Zhang Ya looked at Ye Qingyun. "Do you know how much suffering I have suffered because of this damn genius? Being ostracized, being targeted by jealousy, being subjected to all kinds of cold violence because I am a genius, who the hell would want to be a genius!"
"I have a photographic memory. I will never forget all the good and bad things that I will never forget in my life. Frightening, disgusting, terrifying, everything that I don't want to remember. I don't even have a choice. "
"I would rather be stupid than have such a genius title. I can't easily trust anyone. I don't dare to have hope for anyone. To me, living is a luxury. "
"If I were a mediocre person, the Yan Family would be more willing to accept me. No tragedy will happen. My adoptive mother will live well. I will grow up happily. I won't live with hatred and struggle. "
"What right do you have to interfere in my life? What right do you have to say the greatest achievement after destroying everything in my life? If your greatest achievement is to completely destroy the life of others, then I congratulate you. You have done it. What right do you have to interfere in my life? What right do you have to say the greatest achievement after destroying everything in my life? If your greatest achievement is to completely destroy the life of others, then I congratulate you. Otherwise, everything you say will be a joke! What a huge joke!"
After shouting, The last sentence, Zhang Ya's eyes were already moist. The hardships she had suffered since childhood were reflected in front of her eyes.
She originally did not need to experience all of this. She could have lived with confidence and sunshine.
"Xiao Ya. . . " Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya in a daze and seemed to be struggling as he asked. "Do you hate me so much?"
. . . "" Take a deep breath. In one breath, Zhang Ya stabilized her emotions. Then she looked at Ye Qingyun's eyes and asked, "In order not to starve to death, have you tried to snatch food from dogs?"
. . . "" Ye Qingyun did not answer.
"In order to not be sent back to the orphanage, running barefoot in the snow for two hours has caused large areas of frostbite. Have you experienced it? " Zhang Ya's tone was steady, as if she was asking a small matter.
"With the deepest guilt, but also the self-blame of living in the desire to survive, do you understand?" A teardrop fell from Zhang Ya's eyes to the corner of her mouth.
The tear was salty.
"Pregnant and about to become a mother, but was told that this child must die before I can live. Have you ever made this kind of dilemma?" Zhang Ya continued to ask.
"Every time when I thought that all the suffering had passed, every time I thought that I had finally made it through, when I could finally live well, I was repeatedly told that I fell into an even darker abyss. Have you ever tasted this kind of helpless feeling?"
"Xiao Ya, I know that you have suffered. " Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said, "I know that the suffering you have suffered is my responsibility. . . A large part of it. If I hadn't done that back then, perhaps you would have had a different life. Eldest Miss Cheng, your grandmother will definitely take good care of you. You will live a very happy life. She will marry a good man and live a peaceful life. "
. . . " "Zhang Ya closed her eyes. She did not dare to think about all of this. The past was the past.
It was just like her childhood when she struggled with the dog. No one could make up for the past.
"But if you give me another chance, I will still make the same choice. " Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said, "This is not for myself, but for the world. "
"Huh. . . " Zhang Ya suddenly laughed. She opened her eyes and looked at Ye Qingyun.
"You have grown up now. You are learning medicine. I know you have learned very well. Your teacher has learned a lot from Joker. You can save more people. You will have great achievements. I knew from the beginning that you will be like me. You will walk this path for the sake of all mankind. " Ye Qingyun said.
"You are wrong. " Zhang Ya shook her head and said, "I have never thought of doing anything for mankind. I have never been such a person. I studied medicine only because I wanted to do something for myself and the people I love. I do not have such a broad mind and do not have such a great wish. I just want to protect all the people I love, that's enough. "
"That's also out of your love for others. " Ye Qingyun said.
"My love is very narrow and cannot contain this world. I can only pretend to be the person who loves me and the person I love. That is all. " Zhang Ya looked at Ye Qingyun and said.
She studied medicine. She never did it to help the world. She only hoped that when Yi Lanyou, Xiaoman, and the others had something to do, she could do what she could at the first possible moment.
She had always been protected. She was cowardly and wanted to do something for her friends.
"Xiao Ya. . . " Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya's determined look and sighed.
"Do you hate me that much when you ask me?" Zhang Ya took a deep breath and looked at Ye Qingyun. "That's right. I hate you. I hate you very much. I hate you for ruining everything I have. "
"It's alright. I said that I didn't expect you to understand me. " Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said.